Yeah, I know . . . not really news there, is it? As time goes on, I loathe working here more and more. Two of the three supervisors in the department are completely worthless, incompetent twits. The third will likely get burned out because she's doing all the work. Our division chief isn't much better (if at all). It has been made fairly clear that I will not be allowed to promote or transfer. And while there are some really great people who work here, there are also some absolutely unbearable, childish assholes. Seriously, if I could afford to do so, I'd walk out the door right now. And I have to fight myself every morning just to get out of bed. I don't just want a new job . . . I need a new job. It is taking a physical toll, not to mention interfering with my education. For a while, things were bearable . . . combination of a new assignment together with my adoption of an "I don't care" attitude. Unfortunately, now that I've got the new assignement under control (part of the project was cleaning up the absolute mess my predecessor left) and the fact that it is not in my nature to not care, I find myself back in the situation of feeling beat down, frustrated, angry, and in utter disbelief at the incompetence here.
If anyone would be kind enough to send me enough money to pay my bills and school costs for the next 3.5 years, I'd be eternally gratefull. A mere $200,000 should cover it.
Posted at 3/26/2009 9:17:08 am by PhilM